Maybe I'm a little bit over my head

bye singapore.

Thu, 24 Jul 2008 03:05:26 GMT

Helloooooooooooooooooo people! i'm in the airport now! departuring in minutes.
hahaha
i'll be bac people!
miss me k?

ryan lai sheow wei
i'm gonna miss you like dont know what.

i tried way too hard

Mon, 21 Jul 2008 14:49:56 GMT

holaaaaaaaaa.
its been long since i updated , oh well basically nothing much also! life's life so if you were to ask me for the definations for it my answers for you is " life's good but sucky at times " hahah !! i know its a very general / standard answer but ya lor seriously ma ! its 50 - 50 ! at times you will feel damn happy damn contented and at the other time you will feel bored of life and think its shitty cos everything around you is getting dull and its repeating.

i dont know what to do nowwwwww i am so bored :S
i think i am trying way to hard to force something thats not gonna change, change. yea i know i still lose out like some idiot in the end.

randomly i just feel like shouting out loud and i wanna kill so badly.
i know i can be sucha bitch at times , but i did tried to be good but sadly i tried way too hard and its turning out to be like shit..........

我们淋着大雨不知何时才能放晴?
伸手拉住你, 留你陪着我等待天晴. .

crazy beautiful

Sat, 19 Jul 2008 04:35:14 GMT

Like a splinter in my thumb, you're not going anywhere,
Not like I care 'cos I have got used to it,
Refuse to quit.
You're like the label in my shirt that keeps scratching at my back,
Then I forget 'cos I've come immune to it,
Go figure it.

Knew you were trouble back then but that's what turned me on,
It's all wrong.

Suitcase, some baggage and a head sheet
Sweep down, guess that it's crazy beautiful..

Sometimes something that is not perfect isn't being what you want,
Sometimes he lets me into places where his demons come to haunt.

his like an angel that's corrupted and I'm hanging on to him..

You're like the tattoo lying on the back door,
Regret smashing his fist into the wall,
Crazy beautiful,
His worth it all.

i dont know anything

Fri, 18 Jul 2008 04:14:59 GMT

you wanna hide it but too bad , before you could i knew it .

oh god,
why is this happening?

i rather press the restart button and maybe this time round i wont make such a stupid choice.

hide seek hide

Wed, 16 Jul 2008 03:30:42 GMT

Poepeplexxxxxsa hahaha! today i skipped school or rather say i pon school? hahah whatever it is ! i am lazy to attend and i know i will be so tired attending because lessons starts at 9 i gotta wake up at 7am in the kuku morning!

read alvin's entryyyyy ! hahah he said i wanna fold ryan lai into my bagpack and bring him to vietnam next weeeeek ! eh if its possible why not man? hahah bring hunny go there have fun with us! :D

i found a picture of myself with that short fringeee during year 2006 ! i tell you its super fuglyyyyyyy lor .


seeeeee ! though its photoshoppppped but you still can see that hair of mine ! hahah
i must be nuts to snip of my hair during 20066666 lor somemore i paid like 40+ for that fucking hair to
be cut lor ! i went all the way to citylink's F.A.V i think , to get it cut ! and it turned out to be like shiatzx.

i wanna shop so badly but i cannnnnnnooooooot .
haha . for the first time i cannot shop , i cant even shop for that single tiny winy bit.
oh fuck baby!

unless you pay me trillions if not i wont snip my hair off ! :D

okay lah
see you all tmr.
bye.

monday blues

Mon, 14 Jul 2008 12:21:46 GMT

todaaaaaaaay's monday & its kinda sucky because i gotta crawl outta bed at 6am early in the morning!
but sadly i woke up ard 7am ! hahah yeaaaaaaa was a lil late for lessons & my head started spinning like shitazx
so i sleptttttttt like a pig , when i woke up i realise i gotta hand in some assignment ms lim gave lor! felt like &*#$@# !

ate alot of junk fooddddddddddd lei ! i think hunny will go like " walaooooooooo why my gf eat so much? " :(
kkkkkkkkk anyway RNT today was fun! we learnt how to do reservations ! but sadly BEG today was so so boring that i nearly
almost fell asleeeeep .

headed off to clementi to get our browns done after which got my arse home alrrrrrrr.
tmr's photo taking lei! gotta zhng swee swee go school ! hahhaha :PPP

oh yeaaa my work issue is like not settle yet lor
i dont think i'm gonna care alr lah . tskkkkkkk !

i miss ryan lai sheow wei !

thattttts all folks! :D
byeeeeee.

brighter days

Fri, 11 Jul 2008 05:57:53 GMT

Hello loveeeeeeeeeeeeees.
lotsa things going on baby and it has got me really down down down to the max recently!
i shall skip the explanations you guys dont needa know anyway! haha

alright shall update a long long entry another time eh?
i'm going outttttttttttta .

when i get to warwick avenue meet me by the entrance of the tube..
we can talk things over a lil time . .

dont think we're okay because i'm here
you've hurt me bad and i wont shed a tear .

when i get to warwick avenue
we'll spend an hour but not more than two
our only chance to speak once more
i'll show you answers , now here's the door

when i get to warwick avenue
baby i'll tell you we're through..

baby you've hurt me , i want to be free.

-

the song's superb and i loveee lovee duffy.
byebye

i told everyone

Tue, 08 Jul 2008 12:27:51 GMT

i slept my arse off till 8.45am today.
skipped the first lesson ! i am so tireddddddddddddddddzdsx.

oh well, today's another stupid day in school .

aiyah
i really dont know what to do alr lah i tried all my ways i tried this and i tried that .
dont work so i am not gonna care i am not gonna bother.
fucking tired.

i beg you for once.
spare a lil thought for me please ?

pardon me

Mon, 07 Jul 2008 09:35:03 GMT

School's here.
hello to the new semester hello to my new txt books hello to my new subjects hello to my new teachers.
oh well, all i can think of now is that i wanna go vietnam i wanna go like soon. haha! so many many things
here and there hmm.. gotta slot them in place one by one.
oh just ignore me , sometimes i'm tangled up within the tangles i created. haha
i wanna sleep lor. blah.
bye.

oosahdhhhx .

Fri, 04 Jul 2008 07:50:47 GMT

Headed to sophia's chalet yesterday! :D
firstly happy burfday sophiaaaa ! i seriously miss tb man.. hahah school's reopening and its like next week ah! cant wait cant wait .
chalet was great yesterday . Met haizzel's brother and co. i tell you the stories his brother told us were all very interesting okaaaaay! and its funnnnny also lah! walaooooooooo.

spent most of the time in the room talking cock blasting music
from downstairs and yada yada stuff. we were very early for breakfast just now okaaaaaay?
yeah when i said early i really meant E A R L Y ok? haha .

manage to catch some sleep during 6.30am till 10am? hahaha i woke up ! looking at my watch! i was like " holy shit its 10am alr !! " i woke shuhui uppppp. hahaha. alvin scare me okayy cos when we are sleeping he was beside me we shared the bloody blanky which its like super pathetic cos shuhui took the blanky that i was suppose to share with her she was all curled up on one side so its impossible for me to pull the blanky out ! and i was like bloody cold ! i turned and i saw his face ! walaoooooooo. hahah

wenta citylink's NUM with alvin & sh in the early morning .
i saw ryanlai ah.. hahah (:

anyway . . i gotta work tmr i gotta work on sunday and its FULL SHIFT.
fuck seh ):
aku not happy .

why she so high? why?

trying to eat her up .

alien ( tengy ) vs predator ( alvin lim )

dee so cute i like. hahaha alvin so fuck i dont like :P

my darlingggggggg not yours not old man a's not sam's .

i swear i look really funny there.. shuhui's pissed! hahah thn alvin's siao .

pluck the coconut session.

didhi's specs ! :D nicky love kissing bins i just dont know why.

thats the ballon i blew hor. my redddddddddish balloon mai siao siao okkkkkay. hehhee.

its like in the middle of the night 1,2am and i cant believe we're still on the mood for cam whoring.

first shot like shit , but luckily the second shot i succeed. haha !

very fun right.. everyone's doing it! hahaha .

haha ! ni hao ni hao we're damn early ! we are having breakfastttttttttt okay!

haha at cityhall and this time round is alr 11am plus ! dead tired!

i'm done!
xoxo,
people!

hola hola

Thu, 03 Jul 2008 05:03:59 GMT

My previous entry was crap! hahah seriously yesterday night i really had no idea on what to post about you know! okay before i go
i shall do some updating! the previous satuarday i atteneded SB OE's store meeting! i got a shock hor when they told me there was
spring cleaning! okaaaay nvm did the spring cleaning and i tell you ! its super duper tiring.. i got back home and slept for 2 bloody hours
and woke up at 6.30am and got my arse of to work again! & this time round i was on full shift ! okaaaaaaay lah gotta admit i had fun with my partners that day! shall thank hari many many cos he really helped me alot alot !

urm urm.
yesterday night went out with my dearest csh ! went wondering around cityhall area our usual hangout . .
felt suppppper relax yest. i dont know why. . while walking around we ate lil lil miny bites ! suddenly i felt happy eating you know! hahahah i was hungryyyyyy ! and she's hungryyyyy too :D so yay for me and here ! hah

tengy's in love with Tommy Hilfiger's bagsssss

pretty like siao right?
there's another designnnnnn from Tommy Hilfiger but i couldnt find the picture of it ! okay my next target ! hahaha TOMMY HILFIGEEEEEEEEER! :DDDDD

i must be nuts ah
seriously.
haha
bye.
& hunny i love you! (:

yellow wellow jellow hellow

Wed, 02 Jul 2008 18:55:34 GMT

hello babeeeeeeh ! i am so bored now haha and its 02.34am in the middle of the night and i am still with my make up on okkkkkaaaaaaaaaay . haha
spent my night with shuhuiiiiiiiiiiiiii !

i dont know what to post also lei .
haha

i am hungry and the food's not here yet .

trying show off my prettyful teeth.

my foooood 's finally here ! :D

hahah ! i did finish my food okayyyyy .

see she also happy she keep eating ! cos she also hungryyyyy ah! hahaha

helloooooooooooooooooooooooooooo .

wondering around cityhall .... you know so bored? sg very small .. zzz

i kena trap in train . the stupid old man at my right his damn s-t-i-n-k-y . i am sorry but its true lor.

the guy in green shuhuiiiiiiiiii say he damn hot . hahaha .

okay lor
i am so bored i am so bored.
byebye.

HAHAHHA !

Tue, 01 Jul 2008 17:36:28 GMT

Shuhuiii says:

nope, i've never ever rwached the rainbow, and i clearly know that i wont be able to do that unless im a angel or dua peh gong. im not greedy, i just want a pot of silver gold!

Shuhuiii says:

HAHAHAHAAHAH!

♡ Dearest tengy, says:

LOL

♡ Dearest tengy, says:

HAHAHAHHAHAHA

paper hearts paper love

Fri, 27 Jun 2008 03:39:36 GMT

this is my facey book. hahaha ! i've got like so many recipes to remember lor and i havent started remembering any yet & my
next in store trng's like later on at 5pm ! i seriously dont feel like going but i have like no choice? because if i dont go today i cant
change e dates for the next week one..

the process of earning money somehow dont rock.
i would love to go for some cam whoring session with chua shu hui maybe duck can tag along..

hmmm..
i think i must go study study alr.
okay goodbye .

names for exchange

Thu, 26 Jun 2008 06:58:46 GMT

Names for exchange baby!
haha , had nothing to do so i went and ask celine what teng yong(my name) meant in japanese , in conclusion she gave me words like -

藤 -	fuji = 藤原= wara 時代 = jidai
容 -	katachi ; means form; shape; figure; visage in japan

so kena sai right if you were to put them together it'll sound like " Fuji Katachi ! " what kind of name is that you tell me !!!

java chip

Wed, 25 Jun 2008 14:24:10 GMT

chickenssxszsz! in stores trng arent really that fun sometimes.
today's beverage was Java Chippppp ! okay tmr i am planning to get Dark Mocha Frappe! :D
awhile ago i was so hungry because i havent ate anything since morning ! then now i am so full , full like siao
i bought cup noodles on the way home just now . . & its making me so full till i wanna puke.

i realised that i need to get a new bag pack alr !
thats so @##% cos its isnt easy to spot a nice one in those random shopping centres.

today i learnt that closing suck . haha cos gotta wash alot of things! i help them washed some just now
and it was like a havoc at the back, it took me like forever to finish washing those things because each time i clear the black tray
new sets of stuff will come in & you'll hear one of them say " darling.. sorry! " oh well. .

( the extras of the day )
01.13am ! haha i got this urge to add some extraaaaa notes or rather say extra words?
hahahahaha ! at first i am not really in love with song ji yeong ! but after taking a closer look to her photos !
i think i like her hair i like her photos urm i like this i like that. . i like i like
i like ! hahahah i dont know what the hell am i doodling about too. my brother's mad over facey book
for ___ reasons and its causing my com to lag like shiatz. boo

song ji yeong i wanna look like you,sally jane i also wanna look like you,
but then again i think i'd still prefer looking like tengy.
lololol.

Tengy scores like shiatz

Wed, 25 Jun 2008 05:37:50 GMT

Goooooood my results are out ! guess what i scored at bloody hell 2.7 GPA i've got two Cs and one A one B !!
okay all the two Cs fault !! the main reason i got 2.7 ! ugrh .. forget about it ! shall not be a bitch and start whining about it ..

stupidzsxl ltr on i've got trng tmr i also have trng the day after tomorrow i also have trng !!!!!
yes yes i am bored thats why i am here to doodle

i saw many pretty dresses online just now ! i tell you super tempting okkkkay but then again i dont wanna get anymore online stuffs. .
sorry to say i think its a waste of cash .

back to the GPA i think that tengy did a good job
though she scored like a C for DTG but its alright she still did a superb job .
tengy tengy tengy 's incredible no matter what you say.

haha
this is what i call zi wo an wei but heckkkk lah i need to be happy.
holidays are running out cos of work.
oh well..

Tengy Pull Shots Today.

Tue, 24 Jun 2008 11:26:24 GMT

hola people! few days back i got the dates for my coffee communication lessons mixed up but hey hey ! you cant fully blame me for that although i know i am very blur at times ! the sheet itself stated 6pm-10pm one hor!

went for lessons just now ! hahha & again i am so proud of myself ! i made the basic drinks! but sorry to say i really dont like latte and vanilla latte ! i suck at latteeeee ! i rock at mocha & cappuccino ! hahaha & i also pull great shots too :P

gonna start in stores trng like tomorrow alr ! its gonna be a long long week for me?
bestie started hers like donkey years ago .. blame it all on my blurness la.
yesterday headed out to holland v with nicholas & alvin to chill chill over there . .i was so angry over nothing yesterday feeling damn gloomy so if i ever shoot my stupid anger at you pardon me will you? not gonna update e pictures because none of them are presentable! how i wish heaven will drop me some $$ and i can go get a good digi cam because D80's way too big for my liking.

well, honey i really miss you like dont know what ! although you dont often hear me whining about that to you , sometimes when i keep quiet that doesnt mean that i dont care or i dont feel anything . yadayada not gonna add on ! or else i'm gonna sound so mushy mushy & i'll scare you all away.

tmr's results day i wish all of you the best of luck okay?
as for me.. god must seriously bless me i did study ):

luck luck luck please come to moma and moma will pass half of it to her hunny.
oh goodness...................
i've got butterflies in my tummy alr!

Oh Shucks!

Fri, 20 Jun 2008 03:32:59 GMT

Oh shucks , chucks , rucks , pucks!

SB lessons started yest! i'm in the 080606 batch! basically lessons were alright not really boring & not really interesting so its in the middle. haha ! okaaaaaaaay . yesterday i was like a mad women rushing here & there , i got out of house late and i found out that i dont have TWO ic photos i've only got bloody hell ONE left ! so rush to lot1 to get my photo done and rushhhhhhed over to bata to get my black sneakers.

Damn blah blah blah lor ! hahha i was almost lateeeee for the lessons .
haha urm urm! today i woke up at 11 plus and i slept at 12+ yesterday you know!
i am so proud of myselffffff ! because i finally slept early for once!
omfg. hahhaha. i must be crazy..

later on , having lessons having lessons having lessong till 10ppppppppm.
es class on the 24th! good luck to me babyyyyy . hahah.

Shuhuiiiii & i were chatting on msn yest & we were talking about money + honey!
hahahhaha so shuhui asked me if honey & money only can choose one. . what will i do?
i told her " I want money & honey if cannot i shall take honey and suck his money but if honey is not gonna give me money i shall ditch honey and go look for money! LOLOLOLOL. "
i know it sounds abit " errr.. " hahahha but hey hey i was kidding okayy!
dont worryyyyyy hun ! tengy loves honey more than her money !! hahahaha(:

I MISS THIS PERSON LOR.
):
BYE LA.

ha-ha-ha

Wed, 18 Jun 2008 17:52:44 GMT

[ edittted ]

hunny hunny on the wall.

okay day out with hun yest . walk here and there everywhere!
in conclusion i am scared of tickles ! hahaha

alrites having lessons later on at commonwealth ! gotta get my arse there at 5pm
if i am not wrong its ending at 10! oh goodness so late !

AH! C.S.H ! LETS GO HAJI ONE DAY.
DRESSES THERE ARE PRWETTTYYYYYY .
BWHHAHAHAHHA
gimme time. i swear i will update a pretty post for all of you. sorry !!
i need my beauty sleeeeep back! fuck

anyway bye.

kicked ass

Mon, 16 Jun 2008 04:59:38 GMT

i found out that i took hell loads of neoprints!
hahah ! most of them were taken with bestie . .part of it was taken in our school uni !
okay now i kinda miss wearing the old aes uni ! i wonder where the hell did it went i think mommy threw it away alr

neh, today's monday i woke up around 10.30 feeling so @#$^*^&#$@
haha i dont know why also . i miss my friends i miss my friends i miss my friends i miss my friends.
i wish i was busier.
i wish you disappear.
i wish i dont know anything
i wish i was a story teller
i wish i had a pretty past
i wish i was smarter
i wish i was a skinny bitch

i wish i wish i wish .
haha
i kept those prettyful memories in a place
i threw those uglyful memories to waste.

doodling this dont make me prettier so why am i doing it?
omfg.
goodbye folks.

mushroom soup

Sun, 15 Jun 2008 06:54:03 GMT

i cant wait for lessons to start.
haha

okay yesterday was my first impression thingy!
uh uh.. overall everything's alright .

hmm
Dear chua shu hui ,
how's everything in korea now? gty misses you like siao .
come bac soon .
lololol

okay
yesterday popped by at the airport with hun and i have this sudden crave for soup!
hahaha.. in the end got myself cream of mushroom from secret recipe! :D

ahaha! okok thats about it .
i dont know what to post also!
eunice ong lets go out . i miss you all !

i cant sleep!

Fri, 13 Jun 2008 13:43:48 GMT

alvinpsyduckquack's conver .
haha! was bored so we doodle on msn! :D

OMFG.
I CANT GET TO SLEEP AND ITS 03.06AM NOW!
I'VE GOT WORK LATER ON AT 10 AND NOW I JUST CANT SLEEP :(

I GUESS I AM TOO EXCITED ALR.
HAHA
I CANNOT SLEEP LEI
HOW?
HUN MUST BE SLEEPING LIKE PIG NOW ..
OH GOODNESS.
I WANT TO SLEEP ALSO
BUT I JUST CANT FALL ASLEEP.
WTH WTH WTH .

five stones

Fri, 13 Jun 2008 05:52:10 GMT

lemme seeee what have we've got here.. oh well , firstly i finally told ryan lai about what he should know because i seriously think that i am in this jeans of his with her name still labled on it and boo! the feeling 1000000000% sucked to the extreme core , you know? you're not me so you wont feel the pinch .

aiyer dont wanna elaborate more on that !
okay so whatever it is i like ryan lai sheow wei i love ryan lai sheow wei, his my bf his my hero :D

going over to lot1 later on *.*

yeah before i siam here are some pictures

the care bear i bought from NUH ! :D

i took his picture he took my picture
but he say i've got lousy skills in taking pictures -.-
bear your eyes a lil lah! haha

oh well , his yummy meat balls .
i like the cups the colors so pretty.

the first one was crap the second one still look abit like crap
o.o

some place in sg boat quay? clark quay? anything la.

ending off with ryan lai's face.
haha
bye guys.

虽然我努力, 但还是需要你的一些勇气.
我像个傻瓜跟你跑, 我不怕多煎熬 , 到哪里都为你神魂颠倒.
只要能陪你就算荒唐,我愿意闯他一闯(:

green tea plus coke.

Thu, 12 Jun 2008 11:41:26 GMT

omfg.. haha i got the dates for the first impression thingy mixed up.
and now i am stucked at boat quay's mac with mr lai.
haha
okay i got nothing better to do
wth.
chua shu hui 's outta town , how great baby? i am bored to tears.
i've got no idea what subject/title to put lah so i randomly choose green tea plus coke .. yeah thats stupid.
oh , went to ikea today saw many pretty stuffs .. oh god please drop some cash down for me now $.$

okay peeps see you all back at home.
bye.